need big help here ...?

[music_monster]

hi every one
Sorry i'm new here & i'm not a hard programmer i had project in my mind for years and i tried to invite any one to do the vst plugin module programming for me but no one could understand what i really want .. so i decide to do it by my self if i can ..!
i have some easy programming skills but it will not be enough ..!
my problem that i get lost from the tutorials usually how it's writing ...?
i can understand only specific steps like 1-2-3-4.. etc .. so if any body here would be in help i'll really appreciate it .. i can tell you what i want and if you can write me tutorial by steps of what i need to do
i want to create 2 vst modules :
1 - is for a song making ( it will have inside ready phrases and loops with different styles )
to make fast songs
2 - full module which will have brand new rich voices created by me + main famous oriental voices and drums + loops ( need it to have Arpeggio + wave loader so you can mix voices)
i know that projects like this is big & it's not enough one man to work with .. but i have no choice
i already prepared a lot of sounds but i still have a lot in my mind i hope when i'll finish this 2 modules
will use it all the musician like them right hands ..!
you can send me mail for direct contact at : musicmonster2008@yahoo.com ..